I came across these words that shot me straight in the heart. It was the exact truth my heart was speaking, but I wasn't listening :) Until I read this, it was easy to try to avoid the soft voice of my heart. What is it that I desire in the depths of my heart... and what keeps me from going there? FEAR :) it's always fear, we fear what we yearn for in our deepest heart! Thank you Jessie May from Sunny Side Up Radio! http://www.blogtalkradio.com/jessie-may/2015/03/17/what-we-fear-is-what-we-desire
We are most afraid of that which we yearn for with great desire. Fear keeps our energy stuck. Yet when we realize that we can metabolize this energy, by feeling it, letting it breathe, honoring and releasing it with love, we recognize that the same powerful energy we've bound up inside is raring to ignite our heart's power. Our desire. To call forth all that we are most afraid of. To burn thru so that we may radiate bright. What we fear is what we desire. Repurpose the energy and ignite your heart fire!
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I found this.... amongst my boxes of things shipped back from India. Words that expressed the stagnation of water.... the dirty water that can settle in our bodies... in our minds, our hearts. It can lead to sadness.... we must do the work to get it out... to move it. We must BREATHE!!!!
Stagnation, This word is what I would say is occurring inside of this lovely free body today... and the past week. Cycle won't flow, mind won't let go, and I can't seem to find any moments of kindness in my heart. It's a strange feeling to be in such a place of wonder, and yet to feel soooooooo stuck. I want to run, run down the mountain, hop on a bus and get on the first flight outta this land. Out of the raging chaos, and honking nutters, the dooming and dwelling clouds and this overall gloomy kinda feeling. I have had enough, enough, enough. Some mornings my practice seems like a moment of freedom, while the next time I step on my mat it becomes a battle of the mind and heart. I can't seem to find my heart amongst the mess most days, and when I think I have gotten myself back for a moment, all things crumble and I get angry, sad, or frustrated. My god... I need space... Is it possible that I have one kind, compassionate thought today? Please dear god... grant me kindness in my being, help me find balance in this crazy mess of my mind and the outer world. Let me smile, in the midst of my mind... for I am not my thoughts! Namaste.... I see
I seek Draw in with my seek... ing eyes Welling up with yearning Draining out with watery tears Expect, nothing from another Allow ALL to come from Self! Expand that into an ever expand... ing LIGHT! As YOU are LIGHT! |
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